Energy Connection…

Energy Connection…

 

Do some people really can Connect with you on energy level- do they can feel the energy we struggle with and react? Day yesterday kind of showed me that there is absolutely something there;))

Lets start from the beginning. I really had a fantastic week filled with training/work, good food and good energy and I felt I really don’t have one thing i can complain about… There will always be obstacles we struggle with but even though we thing about it and try to fix them- there is no chance that they are put you in the dark, scary place and you going to stuggle to come out from… Well- It happened. We went out for the movies… withpeople I know very well and really care about… couldnt been better-Iron Man- testosteron filled action movie in 3D… I looked to the right- girl I Cherish is enjoying the movie… friends, full cinema…. and something started to lurk in to my mind… small, cold and unpleasant thoughts… scary bits and pieces of darkness started to circulate… making more and more visible traces on my forhead… ” you are not good enough” … ” you stupid #$%$%&- you quit your job”… how are you going to provide now? … can you really live of training, something you love? …evil circle!!! Focus on the movie- GONE… slowly first drops of sweat started to apeare on my pan…Its too warm here… sweater of… still warm…puls check- my god- like after a good workout and rising… stil warm and even more thoughts… ┬áBreath Pawel…breath… you are good at it…better…easy……..and the same wave again…I have survived 3 dark waves last 40 minutes of the film… we came home… still shaky and exhausted… bed…trying to sleep… no chance… breath again… some sleep…. awake 7.30, breakfast and TACFIT class at 10- good energy, good workout and focus turned from the darkness to this what is important…well- it took some hours to shake it of… WHAT WAS THAT???? feeling of DOUBT, WEAKNESS…RAGE covering WEAKNESS ? Have I sucked this energy inn like swamp from somebody- as a Reiki level 1 I’m pretty open energy wise… possible.

Is it possible that somebody feels that Im struggling or is it just a coincidence ┬áthat i’m getting this quote on my facebook profile THIS VERY MORNING?

What if we are connected… some of us?

Anyway- Thx “Wisdom of Elders” for this post… I got centered… and I KNOW that what Im doing is the ULTIMATE for me.

 

Honor.

Pawel.